[01/30/05] fkshdfkjhf. ^my feelings. 2 ♥ ♥♥

[01/20/05] i'm not dying tonight... but when i realise he's gone, i will internally. ♥♥

[01/12/05] my fishyyy died, and i was punched in the face. yes. oh, poo. 8 ♥ ♥♥

[01/09/05] Josh, makes my day. 6 ♥ ♥♥

[01/09/05] i feel sort-of like everything is falling down around me and i'm the only one who cares at all. i miss a lot of my old friends, and the simple, good time we had. growing up doesnt me you lose what you love, or does it? i bought a fish, his/it's name is 001. i'm thinking about getting a turtle, cos turtles are way cute. if i had a turtle i would name it yuri. for no reason. my favourite things have long since disappeared, so tell me, something, like a book or an album or even a website. i'm up for anything. and guys, i'm totally back to using this journal. i promise. 3 ♥ ♥♥

[12/21/04] I really wonder why I can't seem to settle on a journal, but constantly want a new, better, prettier one. I want an awesome layout. I want a better smile. I want I want I want. But I can't have. So honestly, you have to ask me: WHY ISN'T THIS GOOD ENOUGH? I guess we'll never know. ... Will we? ♥♥

[11/16/04] Britt's pissed at me. WHY? I don't know, she doesn't care to explain it to me so whatever. And. School's alright... Hmm. I cleaned my room, found a few dollars, bought some gas for my car, and that's all. I hate algebra. A lot. </3 2 ♥ ♥♥

[11/11/04] Saw was really good... Really, really twisted, but good. It hurt my brain a little. And Ashes kept trying to grab my hand and hold it - she's a lesbian so it only a little tripped me out. We had tacos at the mall, where I bought: Body glitter (CAREBEARS!), lipgloss (HELLOKITTY!), and guitar earrings. I love Hot Topic for it's jewelry. We also went to Bath and BodyWorks, where I got to wear my favorite perfume again. I want it bad, everyone buy it for me for Christmas, mmmhm. Veterans. <333 I had macaroni and cheese for breakfast. :) 2 ♥ ♥♥

[11/10/04] Hmm.. school's been okay... Though. The most gorgeous girl in my school is now going after the guy I like. Mhm. The tag on my shirt itches. I'm going to see 'Saw' tonight. A bit excited. Really excited. That's all. :) 3 ♥ ♥♥

[11/06/04] I'm still going to update this. but it's public, from here out. and now, i have a new friends-only journal. cenophobia if you're not added, you can ask nicely. 3 ♥ ♥♥

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