anything you want it to be

locale @ 2005-01-30T19:02:00

2005-01-31T03:02:42Z

fkshdfkjhf.

^my feelings.

locale @ 2005-01-20T23:57:00

2005-01-21T07:57:57Z

i'm not dying tonight...

but when i realise he's gone, i will internally.

locale @ 2005-01-12T16:22:00

2005-01-13T00:23:22Z

my fishyyy died, and i was punched in the face. yes.

oh, poo.

locale @ 2005-01-09T21:52:00

2005-01-10T05:52:07Z

Josh, makes my day.

locale @ 2005-01-09T00:40:00

2005-01-09T08:45:41Z

i feel sort-of like everything is falling down around me and i'm the only one who cares at all. i miss a lot of my old friends, and the simple, good time we had. growing up doesnt me you lose what you love, or does it?

i bought a fish, his/it's name is 001. i'm thinking about getting a turtle, cos turtles are way cute. if i had a turtle i would name it yuri. for no reason.

my favourite things have long since disappeared, so tell me, something, like a book or an album or even a website. i'm up for anything. and guys, i'm totally back to using this journal.

i promise.

locale @ 2004-12-21T11:52:00

2004-12-21T19:52:14Z

I really wonder why I can't seem to settle on a journal, but constantly want a new, better, prettier one. I want an awesome layout. I want a better smile. I want I want I want.

But I can't have.

So honestly, you have to ask me: WHY ISN'T THIS GOOD ENOUGH?

I guess we'll never know.

... Will we?

locale @ 2004-11-16T19:07:00

2004-11-17T03:06:42Z

Britt's pissed at me. WHY? I don't know, she doesn't care to explain it to me so whatever.

And. School's alright... Hmm. I cleaned my room, found a few dollars, bought some gas for my car, and that's all. I hate algebra. A lot. </3

locale @ 2004-11-11T12:46:00

2004-11-11T20:48:37Z

Saw was really good... Really, really twisted, but good. It hurt my brain a little. And Ashes kept trying to grab my hand and hold it - she's a lesbian so it only a little tripped me out.

We had tacos at the mall, where I bought: Body glitter (CAREBEARS!), lipgloss (HELLOKITTY!), and guitar earrings.

I love Hot Topic for it's jewelry.

We also went to Bath and BodyWorks, where I got to wear my favorite perfume again. I want it bad, everyone buy it for me for Christmas, mmmhm.

Veterans. <333

I had macaroni and cheese for breakfast. :)

locale @ 2004-11-10T15:34:00

2004-11-10T23:34:34Z

Hmm.. school's been okay... Though. The most gorgeous girl in my school is now going after the guy I like.

Mhm. The tag on my shirt itches.

I'm going to see 'Saw' tonight. A bit excited. Really excited.

That's all. :)

locale @ 2004-11-06T20:46:00

2004-11-07T04:45:54Z

I'm still going to update this.
but it's public, from here out.

and now, i have a new friends-only journal.
cenophobia

if you're not added, you can ask nicely.