anything you want it to be

Mon, 31 Jan 2005 03:02:42 GMT

fkshdfkjhf.

^my feelings.

Fri, 21 Jan 2005 07:57:57 GMT

i'm not dying tonight...

but when i realise he's gone, i will internally.

Thu, 13 Jan 2005 00:23:22 GMT

my fishyyy died, and i was punched in the face. yes.

oh, poo.

Mon, 10 Jan 2005 05:52:07 GMT

Josh, makes my day.

Sun, 09 Jan 2005 08:45:41 GMT

i feel sort-of like everything is falling down around me and i'm the only one who cares at all. i miss a lot of my old friends, and the simple, good time we had. growing up doesnt me you lose what you love, or does it?

i bought a fish, his/it's name is 001. i'm thinking about getting a turtle, cos turtles are way cute. if i had a turtle i would name it yuri. for no reason.

my favourite things have long since disappeared, so tell me, something, like a book or an album or even a website. i'm up for anything. and guys, i'm totally back to using this journal.

i promise.

Tue, 21 Dec 2004 19:52:14 GMT

I really wonder why I can't seem to settle on a journal, but constantly want a new, better, prettier one. I want an awesome layout. I want a better smile. I want I want I want.

But I can't have.

So honestly, you have to ask me: WHY ISN'T THIS GOOD ENOUGH?

I guess we'll never know.

... Will we?

Wed, 17 Nov 2004 03:06:42 GMT

Britt's pissed at me. WHY? I don't know, she doesn't care to explain it to me so whatever.

And. School's alright... Hmm. I cleaned my room, found a few dollars, bought some gas for my car, and that's all. I hate algebra. A lot. </3

Thu, 11 Nov 2004 20:48:37 GMT

Saw was really good... Really, really twisted, but good. It hurt my brain a little. And Ashes kept trying to grab my hand and hold it - she's a lesbian so it only a little tripped me out.

We had tacos at the mall, where I bought: Body glitter (CAREBEARS!), lipgloss (HELLOKITTY!), and guitar earrings.

I love Hot Topic for it's jewelry.

We also went to Bath and BodyWorks, where I got to wear my favorite perfume again. I want it bad, everyone buy it for me for Christmas, mmmhm.

Veterans. <333

I had macaroni and cheese for breakfast. :)

Wed, 10 Nov 2004 23:34:34 GMT

Hmm.. school's been okay... Though. The most gorgeous girl in my school is now going after the guy I like.

Mhm. The tag on my shirt itches.

I'm going to see 'Saw' tonight. A bit excited. Really excited.

That's all. :)

Sun, 07 Nov 2004 04:45:54 GMT

I'm still going to update this.
but it's public, from here out.

and now, i have a new friends-only journal.
cenophobia

if you're not added, you can ask nicely.